Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Autobiography

Ok.. I know, I am not a public figure. But who cares, I still want to write my life story because only I know what happened to me during my lifetime, minus those years when I was still in my diapers. And no one is going to write one for me anyway, so why not I do it then? I just want to write things so that I won't forget them and I want to share my life story with my children and their children. Who knows, 100 years later it might become a hit? Well, you know they say people like you better once you are dead ? Well, I am penning mine and it's going to be on a secret blog. which I will write the password  on the will to be read out to my children when I am no longer around. How's that?

So, you want to be a dentist?- Part 2

Yoohoo! How are you people? I have an update for my entry So, You Want To Be A Dentist . 
Good news y'all, the government has reduced the compulsory service from 3 years to 2 years so you who can't wait to jump into the money churning business of being a private dentist attending to high end clients, you are one year shorter to your dream!! But rumour has it that if you know the minister, you can actually try your luck and ask his permission for your compulsory service to be even shorter! Remember, it's the rumours.. not me ok! So stop going to the authorities and suggest them to take disciplinary action against me. Get a life you! you know who you are!!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Ombak Rindu

Everybody was fussing over ombak rindu which prompted me to watch the movie.. and...



I am blogging while watching the movie online. .. and....


one word I have to say about the movie.....


Awkward.

Boyce Avenue

I am now a fan!!

 

Monday, March 5, 2012

反省中

ぶっちゃけ、色々書きたいんだけど、今は反省中なんで、もうちょっとしたら書きます。それまでに、待っててくださいね 



Saturday, February 4, 2012

Alfatihah

Words can't describe how bad I feel right now...



I apologize for always finding ways to argue with you


My biggest regret is ..not being there by your side when you were lying on your deathbed...



Thank you for loving us unconditionally.

Thank you for being the most patient man I have known in my entire life.

Thank you for the lessons that no one could ever taught me better than you did.

Thank you, for without you, I won't be who I am today.




I love you Ayah...

I'll pray for you.. always..

Rest in peace










Sunday, January 22, 2012

Distraction

In my previous post, I talked about distraction didn't I? Well... I had a good one with a group of friends in Shibuya a few hours back. It felt great! Really... I made new friends, one of whom was from a country I couldn't point on the European map. Basically  because my geography was lousy... Anyway, the point is, I managed to forget the melancholic feeling that has been enveloping me ever since that incident...  


But...


Once I am back in my cold room... the pain starts to crawl back in.. slicing every inch of my  heart..God.. I really have to stop this from ruining my 4 years here. Be strong me! Another 3 years and 8 months to go ...

頑張れ!自分!

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Marginilisation

Of late, the above word has been repeatedly used here and there that I somehow sense that it has been abused by the users. Everybody tends to think that they are marginilised these day. Whether or not there's truth in the claims, I can't tell.

Single mothers think they are marginilised.

LGBT shout they are marginilised.

Non bumiputra scream they are marginilised.

Malays say that Chinese marginilised them at work

it just doesn't have an end......................

I guess the answer lies in how our puny human brains function. We are programmed to  fear and reject the unknown for our own survival. No matter how much we preach about humanity, deep down.. we are still afraid of each other.. 






Melancholia

It's weird you know. I thought I have grown over that feeling but apparently not...More than 8 years has passed and still... It's tormenting me from within. Why ?  I hope it goes away soon enough. I really need a distraction. A big one that is! Gosh... this is driving me crazy... I am supposed to be able to write anything on this blog since it's not my fb .. but I remember some of my friends who know me in real life sometimes read this .. can't risk them knowing things that I would rather die them let them know.. oh.. that does sound scandalously juicy isn't it? *wink* It is no laughing matter..How am I supposed to spit it out?  I am hurt.. deeply..  I curse the person who reincarnated this sharp throbbing feeling in my heart... curse you.... I curse you with the memory of us..  I hope I am not the only one in pain in the middle of Tokyo at this hour in this cold winter.....  curse you to your grave .. you know who you are...