In the Wrong Business

1 month has passed since i moved to P town from B town. What i like about this P town is.. it's so damn near to where we are currently renting.
And i don't have to do calls anymore. I purposely refused my lecturers' advice which was to do medicine.. because i hate getting work calls after office hour. To me, having to get up in the middle of the night to go and sew people's face because they were too drunk to see that the road actually bended is really a pain in the butt.

Just FYI, most call cases I attended so far were either due to drunk drivers or drunk men fighting and injuring each other.
Little did i know when i joined the service that i had to do calls as well.
At least now, I am temporarily safe from that ... But I really have to pursuit something.. a specialty i mean.. or else when i am out of this place, i will have to do calls again.. urghhh.

Now that, is my main concern, or rather , my main problem.

I am currently attending a 3 day convention at Sunway ... but the more i learned about the industry... the more i feel i am in the wrong business. So, if i basically do not like what i am suppose to be.. how, please , tell me how.. can i go further?

I have other options like.. go private and make money$$$. But i don't want to take the risk because going private actually really means business.. and a softie ( i am soft hearted.. only u don't know about it.. ok.. laugh all u want but it's true!!!)like me has no place in the business world.

Maybe i should just continue doing whatever it is that i am doing and try to enjoy the joy of life God has given me so far...

Let the main breadwinner do his job first. I'll see what I can do when the time comes..

Yeah.. when the time comes.